If I Could Be Your First Real Heartache...

2005-02-23T18:10:00.000-08:00

Listening to: "Punk Rock Princess" Something Corporate
Feeling:like crap

School sucks!!!

OK, Vanessa and I had an drama thing and we were stuck with Stephen, Justin (not my Justin... this one is a junior), and Nate (this really hot guy in our drama club) ... turns out we had to do a "Whose Line Is It Anyway?" type ordeal. Fun fun...so naturally, Nate's the "Drew Carry" as Vanessa has dubbed him. Well, when we did "Props," Vanessa and I had this foamy thing. I pretended it was a dress, but somehow it got staticky and since we have uniforms, my skirt goes UP and everyone sees my dragonfly panties.

*hides under bed cover* At least Stephen is talking to me. Stephen is one of my new friends. He's so COOL. He's my garage band king/llama/Squishy. (Long story.)

They're calling for snow tomorrow. That means either means no school or we leave early. I hope it's the first one.

Stephen: Rory, can I be your garage band king?
Rory: Sure, go for it.

Gotta go.
*Rory*

We Might As Well Be Strangers

2005-02-18T09:58:00.000-08:00

Your full name: Rory Elizabeth
Age: 14
Height: 5' 5"
Natural hair colour: strawberry blonde
Eye colour: blue
Number of siblings: two older sisters
Glasses/contacts?: nope
Piercings: my ears
Tattoos: no
Braces?: no

FAVOURITE
Colour: black and pink
Band: The Donnas
Song: "We Might As Well Be Strangers" Keane
Stuffed animal: don't have any
Video game: don't play any
TV show: The OC
Movie: Moulin Rouge
Book: TTYL
Food: anything I shove in my mouth
Game on a cell phone: snake
CD cover: Green Day "Dookie"
Flower: water lilies and roses
Scent: ocean water
Animal: dog
Comic book: don't read any
Cereal: Peanut Butter Toast Crunch
Website: holdthebutton.com
Cartoon: SpongeBob SquarePants

DO YOU
Play an instrument?: i can sorta play the guitar
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: no
Like to sing?: yeah
Have a job?: i did...i got fired
Have a cell phone?: no (i wish though)
Like to play sports?: they're OK
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
Have a crush on someone?: justin
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: no
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: no (one in parent's room, one in living room, one in kitchen)
Have any special talents/skills?: not that i know of
Exercise daily?: not DAILY
Like school?: who does?!

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?: yeah
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: yep
Speak any other languages?: i can speak some spanish
Go a day without food?: no i'm a pig, but i'm not fat
Stay up for more than 24 hours?: yeah
Read music, not just tabs?: yeah sorta
Roll your tongue?: no
Eat a whole pizza?: no

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?: no
Cried to get out of trouble?: no
Gotten lost in your city?: yeah...it was fun though
Seen a shooting star?: yeah...made a wish...didn't come true
Been to any other countries besides the united states?: yeah, england and mexico
Had a serious surgery?: nope
Stolen something important to someone else?: no
Solved a rubiks cube?: no those things are hard
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: yeah
Cried over a girl?: no
Cried over a boy?: yes
Kissed a random stranger?: no
Hugged a random stranger?: no
Been in a fist fight?: no, but i slapped a girl in school for acting like a bitch
Been arrested?: nope
Done drugs?: no
Had alcohol?: no
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: yeah
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: no
Swore at your parents?: no
Been to warped tour?: yeah
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: yeah many times :) sorry justin
Been in love?: yes
Been close to love?: read above
Been to a casino?: no
Ran over an animal and killed it?: no can't drive yet
Broken a bone?: no, i drink my milk
Gotten stitches?: no
Had a water-balloon fight in winter?: yeah
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: no
Made homemade muffins?: i tried but they were gross...i blame the home ec teacher
Bitten someone?: when i was, like, 3
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: no
More than 5 times?: no
Been to Niagara falls?: no
Burped in someones face?: gotten burped in MY face
Gotten the chicken pox?: when i was 4

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth: this morning
Went to the bathroom: 2 minutes ago
Saw a movie in theaters: Bridget Jones: Edge Of Reason
Read a book: yesterday
Had a snow day: last winter
Had a party: no idea
Had a slumber party:
Made fun of someone: never...i'm too nice
Tripped in front of someone: yesterday
Went to the grocery store: yesterday
Got sick: like, two months ago
Cursed: two hours ago

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables: fruit
Black/white: black
Lights on/lights off: lights off
TV/movie: movie
Car/truck: car
Body spray/lotion: body spray
Cash/check: cash
Pillows/blankets: blankets
Headache/stomach ache: headache
Paint/charcoal: paint
Chinese food/mexican food: CHINESE FOOD
Summer/winter: summer
Snow/rain: rain
Fog/misty: misty
Rock/rap: ROCK TO THE MILLIONTH POWER
Meat/vegetarian: vegetarian
Boy/girl: boy
Chocolate/vanilla: vanilla
Sprinkles/icing: icing
Cake/pie: cake
French toast/french fries: french fries
Strawberries/blueberries: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool: oh god this is hard...ocean i guess
Hugs/kisses: kisses
Cookies/muffins: cookies
p33n/bewbz: wtf???
Wallet/pocket: pocket
Window/door: window
Emo/goth: ooh...tough
Pink/purple: pink
Cat/dog: dog, duh
Long sleeve/short sleeve: short sleeve
Pants/shorts: pants
Winter break/spring break: spring break
Spring/autumn: autumn
Clouds/clear sky: clear sky
Moon/mars: the moon

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?: four (i'm really shy)
What are their names?: vanessa, mallory, justin, and mike
Do you have a best friend?: vanessa
Have you ever liked one of your friends?: justin
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?: i have the same amount
Have you ever lost a friend?: no
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?: yeah
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?: vanessa- "OH MY GOD RORY! IT'S THE RING!" rory- "WE'RE GONNA DIE IN SEVEN DAYS!" vanessa- "Let's find hot guys to make out with"
Have you ever gotten in a big argument with a friend?: no
Whats the nicest thing you've ever done for a friend?: i stood up on a table at lunch and told the most popular girl in our grade to go f--- herself because she spread a rumor that mallory was a lesbian (she's not)
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?: justin wrote me an e-mail, listing all the reasons why i rock
Do you miss any of your old friends?: no not really
What friend have you known the longest?: justin
Do you regret anything you've done to a friend?: nope
If so, what is it?: see above
How often do you spend time with your friends?: almost every waking minute with them
Do any of your friends drive?: mike
Has a friend of yours ever died?: no
Whats the dumbest thing you've done with a friend?:
What do you think your friends think of you?: they think i'm really cool

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?: yes
If you have, with who?: justin
Are you single?: yes
Are you in a relationship?: nope
If so, for how long?: i said no, dammit
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: yes
What is your idea of the best date?: just hanging out, talking, rocking out to music, and a nice dinner
What was your first kiss like?: haven't had it yet
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: haven't had it yet
Do you think love is a load of shit?: heck yes
Whats the best experience you've ever had with the opposite sex?:
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: no
Have you ever been dumped?: no
Have you ever dumped someone?: no
Whats the most sexual thing you've done with the opposite sex?: nothing

WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers: cozy
Hat: snow (hat)
Hard: hat
Free: as the wind blows...
Space: out
Taste: this
Good charlotte: sucks
Red: light
Deep: as a kiddie pool
Heart: broken
Cord: extension
Cheese: grater
Rain: on me
Work: hard for the money
Pedal: to the medal
Head: bang
Bed: room
Fluff: aww..
Hardcore: music
Race: i don't judge
Knife: steak
Jump: uh no that's ok

I....
am: lonely
want: justin
need: justin
crave: chocolate
love: justin
hate: love
did: some stuff my parents would kill me if they knew
feel: sad
miss: vanessa
am annoyed by: the media
would rather: be eating
am tired of: school
will always: love justin

SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?: indie, punk, rock, alternative... anything rock
What time is it now?: 9:54
What day is it?: saturday
Whens the last time you called someone?: no idea
How much money do you have right now?: 22 cents
Are you hungry?: yes
Whatcha doin?: listening to music
Do you like parades?: no
Do you like the moon?: yes it's very round
What are you going to do when you're done with this?: talk to someone
Isn't cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?: yeah
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: the power to read minds
Have you ever had a picnic?: yeah
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?: heck yes!
What about sock em boppers?: no
Are you wearing any socks right now?: no

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?: sorta
pretty?: no not really
sarcastic?: no never ~rolls eyes~
lazy?: i can be
hyper?: not really
friendly?: yeah
evil?: when i wanna be
smart?: i get good grades
strong?: not he-man strong
talented?: maybe
dorky?: yeah

ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high: mike
skip: me
dance: mallory
lonely: me
pen: mike
flower: vanessa
window: mallory

These Things Happen When You Live In A Small Town

2005-02-17T16:42:00.000-08:00

So...this is, like, the millionth blog I have onlone. This is my first one on Blogger, but I have many many more. Why do I have so many?

I wanna be heard, loud and clear.

In a small town, if you're heard loud and clear, it's used against you. People talk because they have nothing else to do but pick away at your life. After a while, it's an itch that gets under your skin and no matter how hard or how deep you scratch, it's there.

*Rebel*

If I Could Be Your First Real Heartache...

We Might As Well Be Strangers

These Things Happen When You Live In A Small Town

Rebel